I feel like I lost a huge chunk of me?

If I could, I'd consider this girl my best friend. She was the one who talked to me. I miss her a lot, and haven't talked to her since January because I was forced to close my Facebook because I told a girl to kill herself. My life was so much better when I first met her on Facebook. She wasn't any creepy pedophile; she even added me to her private profile. I forgot her own email, so there's no way at all I could find her. I'll create a Twitter if that's the only way possible for me to contact her. Farrah Abraham where are you??? :( If I'm lucky I could still see you at Teen Mom reunions on MTV :(